Update

I totally forgot, and just realized that this thing existed.
I apologize. It's been way too long since I've even looked at this.
Which is to say, I'm already in college. Holy Cow. I know. 
The last post was me just going to Suzhou man! What happened.
Well, it's been 6 years that I stayed there.
I've grown. Matured.
Went through somethings that I would really rather not have gone through.
Changed into a new person that I haven't had the courage and heart to love.
But at the same time I've gained so many things there. The courage to make new friends, try new things, to love and hate, to feel the frustration of not being able to do anything, the accomplishment after doing so much.
The past 6 years has been a blast.

But now, I'm in college. and I still feel like I'm the person that I have not come to love. Dissatisfaction still bites into me as I live on through these days.
However, I guess the only thing I can do is continue to push on, to try and go through these murky waters, in search of what is it I should do.

And for now, that thing, is to stop procrastinating and actually accept that Spring Quarter is starting tomorrow. :'(

EnD