Lately, my brother's been talking about college and the future and everything... And this made me think really hard about my future and what I want to do in the future.
Many people have dreams when they were young, and of course I have a dream.
I wanted to be a singer. But, I thought that being in the entertainment world was nice enough.
I also thought of being a writer, or a script-writer, so that I can vent-out the imagination and stories that are in my head and let the world know what's in my head.
But, I gotta say, REALITY is a big word. It always stops people in their tracks, always stop us from this fantasy. I always wondered how people without a dream get on with life. It pains me every time when I think about my future. I've been trying very hard to stop thinking about my future. I've been doing a good job for the past few years, until now.
I really do envy Mashiro in BAKUMAN!. He was able to achieve what he wanted to do in life in the end even if he did give up before. But, like my mom said, "It's all a lie." It hurts.
Why can't I be what I want to be? Why must REALITY be so CRUEL?! Why must MONEY be so closely related to my future?! Sob.
I'm not naive. I know. In today's society, nobody can live apart from the word "MONEY".
Just for once, I'll like to fantasize about my future, about how I would write my stories to share to the world, or sing as a living, it would be nice. Hehe.
Also, I put this in the Impacts of My Life label because I thought that this would be a big impact on my life.
