Add-Ins : HAPPY CNY~~

To all people that is reading this, I wish you a Happy New Year. With all the love, all the joy, all the good fortune, all the 靓仔靓女, Happy New Year la~ TEEHEE~ >.< XP

Yo people!!

It's CNY~!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

So damn hot right now.

Right. I'm currently in Malaysia, Kuala Pilah in exact. Some recall from the past few days.

Okay. I've been in Malaysia for a week now, actually. And my last few days were so busy, I haven't been in my house for more than half an hour, despite sleeping in my house. Tired much.

Penang was, well, the same really. But coming back this time, it has a different feeling.

Penang was always my home, really. But, after admitting that I'm more comfortable in Suzhou, Penang suddenly seemed so --- unfamiliar. 

I'm being paranoid, I know. 

Now, being in Kuala Pilah, that kind of unfamiliar feeling hits straight on my face.

The shop was renovated, and everything is so different now. 

And I realized, it's not that it's strange, it's just that I'm CAUGHT UP IN THE PAST. 

(Wide-eyed)

It's true! I've always remember Penang as my Primary school life. Now that all my friends are in Suzhou, Penang is no longer a place where I can act like everyone else and just "hang out" with my friends.

It's so sad.

(Oh come on, it's CNY)

Ya ya, that's true.  So, I'll stop talking about depressing things.

Let's see, I shall write down the basic outline what we did today. 

WAKE UP --> EAT --> VISIT PEOPLE --> EAT --> WATCH TV --> EAT --> REST --> EAT --> SLEEP

Whoa~ There are like, four EATs in there. 

=.=

But, what the hell. It's NEW YEAR'S~!~!

~END~

3rd Post. Dreams and Reality

I really need to thank BAKUMAN! for this title. I did say about posting every 2 or 3 days, but China has internet blocking stuff, so it makes it hard for me to upload so frequently. Now, onto the post: 

Lately, my brother's been talking about college and the future and everything... And this made me think really hard about my future and what I want to do in the future.
Many people have dreams when they were young, and of course I have a dream.
I wanted to be a singer. But, I thought that being in the entertainment world was nice enough.
I also thought of being a writer, or a script-writer, so that I can vent-out the imagination and stories that are in my head and let the world know what's in my head.
But, I gotta say, REALITY is a big word. It always stops people in their tracks, always stop us from this fantasy. I always wondered how people without a dream get on with life. It pains me every time when I think about my future. I've been trying very hard to stop thinking about my future. I've been doing a good job for the past few years, until now.
I really do envy Mashiro in BAKUMAN!. He was able to achieve what he wanted to do in life in the end even if he did give up before. But, like my mom said, "It's all a lie." It hurts.
Why can't I be what I want to be? Why must REALITY be so CRUEL?! Why must MONEY be so closely related to my future?! Sob.
I'm not naive. I know. In today's society, nobody can live apart from the word "MONEY".
Just for once, I'll like to fantasize about my future, about how I would write my stories to share to the world, or sing as a living, it would be nice. Hehe.

Also, I put this in the Impacts of My Life label because I thought that this would be a big impact on my life.